Saturday, December 31, 2005
this has been the worst new years eve ever.Friday, December 30, 2005
hello.i did quite a bit of shopping yesterday with carolyn and the day before with stacie. now i'm broke, again.
two days ago, when i went out with stacie, we went all around town and she showed me so many cool places and shops and food and we talked alot and had alot of fun and then at night we went to esplanade and there was this really cool band giggin and they were kinda country-ish and yeah i thought they were really good and that the lead singer was really cool cos she was the only girl in the band. yeah.
HERE ARE THE PICS
http://photobucket.com/albums/b248/eunicegye/my%20pics/STACIE%20291205/
yesterday, i went town with carolyn. we walked around and then we headed to bugis and we went to bugis street and haha yup we bought some stuff and oh my gosh it's impossible to try on clothes there cos the fitting rooms are so so tiny oh my gosh. well, then after that carolyn went home and i went with one man (AND JON WAS SUPPOSED TO COME TOO, GRRRR. ) and we walked around bugis and then we headed to esplanade and we saw the same band! but they were just doing sound check, sigh.
and last night, i went to titus; gig. spanishfly, titus' band, was pretty good. yeah. just that i didnt quite dig the whole lead singer playing with microphone stand thing. but whatever. that's just my opinion. they're good. yeah. the other bands were pretty good, just that nah it wasnt really my kinda thing.
s a s b a c d d e e k f c g u h s i y j l k l l a m e n r o y p a q d e r s e t t u s c e w y x t y h z g a o b u c o d h e t f i g y h l i k j n k a l r m f n
n a w b o c d d e e k f o g r h b i d j n k a l m m o n o o r p y q m r n s i t f u l v e w s x y y m z d a e b k c c d o e l f i g t h h i g j i k n l t m s n a o l p d q a r b s o t s u d v e w k x c y u z s a y b a c d d r e e f t g s h e i y j d k n l a m g n n o i p y q r c s g t n u i v n w r x o y m z y a a b d c r d e e t f s g e h y i p j u k e l k m o n w o i p
SIGH.
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REPLY TAGS
SANTACLAUS : santa's dead la! waliao :P haha hello ah beh! haha, blessed christmas too.
CAROLYN : heh. (:
NATCHIN! : hi
YIREN : hello. need a wheel chair? lamer.
MISH : haha hey (: oh man i miss the team so much man. haha yeah, miss thailand loads too. gee i wanna go back next year man! haha i think the whole team does (: cya later! :D
LATHA : OHMYGOSH. latha!!!!! hello! haha. YESS. I RMB YOUU (: havent talked to you for so so so so long! ah!! how are you? nah, i'm not in GB anymore. anyways, my email's euniceness@hotmail.com
BERENICE : hi lovely!
VICK : hey cloney! yes, Jesus loves me. Jesus loves vick! AND SO DO I (: see you later! it's been a while.
I AM (*ian?) : NO YOU'RE NOT HOT. YOU'RE JUST GOOD LOOKING, SINCE I'M GORGEOUS (:
Wednesday, December 28, 2005
Admist.. everything..I have very weird dreams.. which may seem very real at times.
...
:/
And when I wake up, and find out it's only a dream. Mixed feelings, really.
I just pray.. that those Thai girls I've met at the english club on my very first mission trip to wanoniwad.. and the two thai girls who recieved christ in the van with huiqi, pop and me.. that although I didn't see them when I went back this year, i pray that they're fine, and that they're still growing in the Lord. Cos that wasn't how it seemed.
Pray for the youths in Thailand. They're seriously leaving the churches, cos no one keeps them going to the church. In most of the villages, there's no youth pastor, no youth ministry. Each church is run by one pastor. Pray that the Lord will provide. That there'll be revival, not only in the church(es), but also in the hearts of the youths that have strayed away over the years. And ultimately, that His name will be glorified.
That's all on Thailand from me.
All I want to say for myself are two things.
1. All you superficial freaks just.. go away. Come back when you've grown up.
2. What you said went deep. Let me show you that actions speak louder than words.
Monday, December 26, 2005
Nobody said it was easyNo one ever said it would be so hard
Sunday, December 25, 2005
Happy birthday Jesus!Happy birthday Katherine!
Blessed Christmas everyone (:
I've lost my voice, as I had predicted. So, I have a sexay voice. I tried singing a christmas carol, screamo style, just for the fun of it. Boy, I was good (: But nah, I'll never do it again. I don't quite dig screamo.
Yay, I can sing christmas carols in thai (: , although my thai isnt very accurate, hurhur :P
I went for a haircut just now. Haha. The guy that cut my hair was kinda.. sissy-fied. But he was rather pro-ded! Haha.
Ok, gotta do my chinese now. Cos.. On tuesday I might wanna go for Kelvin's bbq christmas party thing (oh, i dont know :/) , and on wednesday I might wanna go for the wg's outing to sentosa, and on thur/fri I wanna go shopping with carolyn! (:
haha, somethings are better left unsaid. well, i won't want to rush into things and end up doing something really silly and end up breaking a heart or two. haha. well, we'll see how things turn out. we're still too frickin young anyways (:
i'll enjoy singlehood for now (:
i'll enjoy my bath, soon (:
i'll try to enjoy my chinese homework, lol :/
Saturday, December 24, 2005
Merry christmas eunice !ANDD
get well soon,
<3
kara/
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To my special few: I guess all I can do is to pray, and hope things will be better.. for you. Be strong, please be strong. Love you a whole lot.
muchlove,
eunice
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Ok, not so feverish anymore, thank You Jesus. Just a stuffed up nose and a sore throat. My voice has gone kinda strange. Think I'm gonna lose my voice. Oh wells.
Frankly, I don't quite care. Because _
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Boo, I'm not looking forward to christmas anymore. Rawr. Life's so frickin dull. Nothing to look forward to.
Strange how everyone else knows _ love(s) me. Everyone, except me. I just don't understand you and the things you do and the things you don't, the things you say and don't say.
Ah, I'm at it again.
Ok, I'd better go before I get emo. Bye.
Friday, December 23, 2005
boo.i'm down with a fever.
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Thursday, December 22, 2005
ho ho ho.I'm down with a cold, I think.
Ah, whatever it is, I've been sneezing a whole lot and my nose keeps running and goodness me I seriously look like rudolph the red nose reindeer :/ Ah wells. Hope it disappears when I wake up tomorrow morning. I've got lots more christmas cards to make & write. Daddy helped me cut the cards. I've got a whole stack of them waiting to be made and written, and a tiny stack of cards which I've finished making and writing in the past 3 or 4 hours? Sheesh, I'm really slow at writing cards :/ But it's not my fault okay! Cos half the time I was blowing my nose. And my brain takes twice the time to think when I have a cold. Aiya, whatever it is, each card is written with much love (literally, i think. haha). And it's for those I love alot alot alot, so haha YES, it's definaly worth it.
Did I mention? I haven't finished my Chinese homework :/
Ok, so I'm finally in my "on task" mood. But. It's only because 2006 is coming really soon and I'm so not prepared at all.
Wednesday, December 21, 2005
Hello.Yesterday didn't go that well. But oh wells. Last night's velocity concert was more or less um pretty okay. Pleroma was good. Surreal was good too. Mum came to fetch us home at 1015, cos korkor didn't want to take bus/lrt&mrt home. Anyway, we gave Joash and Mark Lim a ride home too. When we got home, I went straight to bed.
Today, I went with my dad and my bro to IMM and I bought _ , and korkor bought _ . And then we headed down to creative to get my zen neeon. My neeon looks like this -->
Sexayy thing, eh. And then we went to clementi central and I bought _ and korkor tried on jeans but in the end he didn't get any, so we headed home. I guess I'm glad Daddy bought neeon for me.
I don't know what's up with the stuff that's been going on at home. Like, Daddy and Mummy have been shouting and raising their voices and snapping at me & my bro alot, and over the smallest things that aren't even issues. I suppose it's not really their fault cos well, maybe they're both pretty stressed out over their own stuff. Sometimes it really sucks, when I try to talk nicely to them and I end up getting screamed or snapped at, like two nights ago, or yesterday morning, or last night, or this morning, or just now. I don't know what's going on la. And I don't really wanna talk about it. I guess right now I'd just play my part and be good and as for everything else, I'm trusting in Him that it'll all come to pass, soon?
One thing pastor Glen thought the team during the mission trip. Don't just live in the "here" and "now". Don't lose the "not yet" perspective. I kinda have to go now, but I wrote a few references in my notes. Genesis 39:8-9, Genesis 39:2&21, Genesis 50:19, Exodus 14:4, Exodus 14:29-31.
Blogging does help.. a bit.
Byebye.
Tuesday, December 20, 2005
i'll be back when i've got something good to say.
Jesus take the wheel
Take it from my hands
'Cause I can't do this on my own
I'm letting go
Give me one more chance
Save me from this road I'm on
Jesus take the wheel
Monday, December 19, 2005
ANGER >>do you have a quick temper?
-sometimes
what do you do when you're mad?
-cry and curse
what's the worst thing you've done when you were mad?
-mm, duno.
If you can turn back time, would you have never done this?
-maybe.
ever made anyone cry when you were mad?
-yes.
ever physically hurt someone when you were mad?
-dont think so, no.
do you curse when you're mad?
-yes?
CRYING >>
when was the last time you really cried your heart out?
-ha.
ever cried yourself to sleep?
-yeah. i'm an emo freak.
ever cried on your friend's shoulder?
-yes?
Ever cried over the opposite sex?
-yes?
do you cry when you get an injury?
-depends.
do certain songs make you cry?
-yes.
can you make yourself cry?
-um, maybe?
PAIN>>
what's the hardest thing you've ever had to go through?
-lol.
what's the worst thing you've done to yourself?
-lol.
what's the worst thing you've done to somebody else?
-hated them really badly for no aparent reason?
ever had a painful break up?
-never had a break up.
how depressed can you get?
-er. duno?
HAPPINESS >>
are you normally a happy person?
-depends on where i am.
what can make you happy?
-friends. and flowers
wish you were happier?
-y-e-s
what makes you the happiest?
-someone who loves me.
is being happy overrated?
-huh?
what about being with your friends, does that make you happy?
-YES
can music make you happy?
-not really.
LOVE >>
how many times have you had your heart broken?
-um, duno.
do you still have feelings for any of your old significant others?
-maybe.
have you ever loved someone so much, that you'd die for them?
-no.
did you ever love a guy/girl, tell them that, and only got 'thanks' as a reply?
-wth no.
ever loved someone so much, it hurt and made you cry?
-yes
has anyone besides your friends and family ever said 'i love you' to you?
-duh.
ever stopped a relationship because they didn't say 'i love you'?
-never started one.
HATE >>
who do you actually hate?
-satan?
ever made a hate list?
- when i was p1, i think.
have you ever been on a hate list?
-duno. maybe,
are you a mean bully?
-am i?
do you hate any one that breaks your heart?
-i dont hate them. i just dont love them very very much.
do you hate George Bush?
-no.
SELF-ESTEEM >>
is your self-esteem extremely low?
-sometimes.
do you believe in yourself?
-sometimes
when people say they think you are pretty, do you deny you are?
-i just smile and giggle to myself.
are you happy with who you are?
- not really.
sometimes do you wish you can be someone else?
-no.
copied this frm carolyn.
Jesus, Take the Wheel
Carrie underwood
She was drivin' last friday on her way to cincinnati
On a snow white Christmas Eve
Goin' home to see her Momma and her Daddy
With her baby in a back seat
Fifty miles to go and she was runnin' low
On faith and gasoline
It'd been a long hard year
She had a lot on her mind and she didn't pay attention
She was goin' way too fast
Before she knew it she was spinnin on thin black sheet of glass
She saw both their lives flash before her eyes
She didn't even have time to cry
She was so scared, she threw her hands up in the air
(Chorus)
Jesus take the wheel
Take it from my hands
'Cause I can't do this on my own
I'm letting go
Give me one more chance
Save me from this road I'm on
Jesus take the wheel
It was still getting colder when she made it to the shoulder and that car came to a stop
She cried when she saw that baby in the back seat sleepin' like a rock
For the first time in a long time she bowed her head to pray
She said I'm sorry for the way
I've been livin' my life
I know I've got to change
So from now on tonight
(Chorus)
Jesus take the wheel
Take it from my hands
'Cause I can't do this on my own
I'm letting go
Give me one more chance
Save me from this road I'm on
Jesus take the wheel
boo. i'm really missing the team.
well, other than my bro la. cos i see him everyday.
i miss kat the mentor/dajie, mitc the buddy, gladys the cute & adorable (couoghcough) & crazy, mish the sweet princess who's always late (hahahaha), joy to the world, ruby who's always excited, mummy irene, andrew the random, mingxuan the barney, ruihao the "holy", weiming the weiming.
feel so attached to the team. love them all. miss them so much :/
it felt so weird waking up alone in my room and not seeing their faces, though i got a msg frm mummy irene. felt so weird having lunch by myself. and it's gonna be so weird spending the rest of the day in my room, unpacking and packing what my parents packed up while i was away and reading my chinese books. and then having dinner by myself. and having a warm shower. and tucking myself in bed. and having no buddy hugs. no hugs at all, for that matter. and the usual _ and all that goes on at home):
i miss the team.
i miss pastor glen and family.
i miss the thais.
i miss the fellowship, the company, the agape love in the team.
i miss thailand.
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so i'm back home. but this place doesnt feel like home. thailand feels more like home.
i feel like an _. i know i wasnt _, i think. but i seriously feel like an _. i mean, what's the difference between the life of an _ and mine?
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Sunday, December 18, 2005
Hello, I'm back.Thanks, everyone who kept the team & myself in prayer. Thank you. Our Lord God heard your prayers. We had a good trip. To God be the glory.
The trip was awesome. God was awesome. Really wanna thank Him for His protection over the team and for Him ministering to the people back there in Thailand as well as the team. There were salvations, praise the Lord. But I think our team's role was more towards the side of planting seeds in people's hearts. So yeah. Ha, it's like I've got a second family over there in Thailand and every year we're reunited. Heh. Really love this year's team. Each and every one of the team members are so so precious to me. Heh. Can't wait to see all the pictures and videos. Madness I tell you. Madness. Oh ya. It was really cold. Oh, and pastor Somchai's grandson is called "Nong Team", named after the 04 team, which I was also on. "Nong" is the word Thais use to refer to little children. They say "nong nong!". Haha. And "Team" cos Nong Team was born on the day the o4 team left Thailand, last year la. Ok. I guess that's about all to blog about. Oh, I didn't miss home at all, as expected. Just missed all my buddies ALOT. Felt so disconnected cos I didnt bring my cell. Bah. I'm not exactly glad to be home.
(a not very accurate version straight from my memory cos i'm lazy to go get the script)
pra yea soo ruk chan roo nea (Jesus loves me this i know)
pra cum pea mee song wai dtare (for the bible tells me so)
nea duai chan nhan ohorn yorn raeng (little ones to Him belong)
dtea pra crit song rit caem caem (they are weak but He is strong)
pra yea soo ruk chan (yes, Jesus loves me)
pra yea soo ruk chan (yes, Jesus loves me)
pra cum pea sang sorn (yes, Jesus loves me)
jeung roon dang nhan nare norn (the bible tells me so)
This was the theme song of our skit/mime. That's also one of my favourite songs, since I was young. Heh. Ministering, ministering. Oh, and I think our outreach went really well. Yup. The dance went well, thanks to Jesus. The lyrics of the song "we are the reason" was really ministering and meaningful. The skit/mime thing was really good. The script was simple, yet very impactful. As in, it was very meaningful. And then we ended off with the song Jesus loves me, which we sang in thai. Yup. One of the ladies commented that the dance & skit/mime was all really deeeeeeep.
Oh, I tripped on my skirt many times during the dance. But thank God I didn't trip so bad that I'd fly and fall flat on my face or something like that. So, yeah. Thank God. He is indeed a God of wonders. Hoho. I survived the dance. Hoho.
Oh, I've been having really bad headaches. Like right now. And it's only the right side of my head that hurts. I think it has something to do with my teeth & my braces, cos the right lower jaw hurts at random times too. Duno la. It just gets really bad. Ok, this headache is killing me.
Boo. I miss everyone in Thailand. ): Miss the team too. And Pastor Glen and aunty Bim and Phil & Matt. Didn't really want to come back home. But well, missed mei mei & mab & jojo & kara & my buddies here in Singapore.
Sigh.
O-h-w-e-l-l-s.
I learnt a new song! And I'm addicted.
mong thamai (why do you look at me)
mai ruk leew mong thamai (if you don't love me why do you look at me)
mong thamai (why do you look at me)
mai ruk leew mong thamai (if you don't love me why do you look at me)
And it just goes on and on and on. Like the song that never ends and the song that gets on everybody's nerves. Heh heh heh.
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Oops, I just ate up the hershey's cookies & cream nuggets I intended to give to someone. Heh. Um, oops?
Oh ya. Thailand airport sucks. It was frickin screwed la. They need to come up with a better system. Something more organised. Like, the whole check in area was a huge massive mess with everyone crammed up into a small area and everyone shoving around and knocking into everyone else and long queues that cut into each other and NO ONE AT THE COUNTER. gr. And the people at the counters are amazingly slow. Hai, they should be more efficient. *shakes head* On the other hand, what do I know? Hehe.
OH YA. MY DAD FRICKIN THINKS I HAVE A BOYFRIEND. HE WENT TO ASK MY BRO WHEN I WASNT AROUND. Like, what the poop?!?! Just cos the night before I flew off to thailand I was on the phone with my friends till pretty late is NOT proof i have a boyfriend. And just because I close my room door when I'm on the phone with my friends is NOT proof that I have a boyfriend. I was talking to a girl for crying out loud. Ugh, that's the dumbest thing I've ever heard. Grr.
Ok, I'm going to wash up and rest. Might be going for my parents' cg christmas party thing tonight. Since it's just at the clubhouse, I might just drop by
Wow, this post is long. It's raining.
Bye.
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cool. i just noticed my dad installed the blue cordless phone in my room. although it's the most spoilt phone in the house cos the keypad is seriously screwed, well.. it still is a phone after all. weird how my dad put a phone in my room so that i can easily talk on the phone late at night with my friends. not that i'm complaining, but like, my dad did that even though my he suspects i have a boyfriend, and that he's highly against me having a boyfriend anytime soon. lol. and. he doesnt really like me to be on the phone late into night. well, not really anymore. he doesnt really bother anymore. but like. and i didnt even ask my dad for one, although it was on my selfish list of i-wants. but i only expressed that on my blog. he doesnt come here, does he? ok. this is freaky. i'm getting really tired. starting to feel really strange. it's like 8pm and i've still got that frickin headache. and i'm feeling kinda.. giddy. hope i dont fall sick. that'll suck. i'll miss all the christmas parties and shopping and all the company from my loved ones and all. and, i've still got some homework to finish ): and, i dont wanna have a bad start to 2006 ): ok, gonna have dinner, bathe and go straight to bed. nite.
baby i've got the blues
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Saturday, December 10, 2005
Father, teach me to carry The Light.goodnight.
& goodbye.
Friday, December 09, 2005
Bah. I feel bad. But I also dunno what to do.. I feel awaful. I'm just.. very sorry. Aiya, I don't know I don't know. The last time I felt exactly like this was when _ kindly told me to fk off. As in. _ didn't say fk. But.. Ah nvm. I'm going out of point.Well, meimei's coming back on Sunday the 11th. But I'm leaving on the 10th, which is tomorrow. Meimei. I'm going to miss you. Hope you had a good trip. See you at velocity. Love yas.
Bah. Don't really feel like blogging. But well..
I'm going to miss Muntat's birthday as well as Joash's birthday. Muntat's is on the 12th and Joash's is on the 17th.
I know Muntat doesn't come here but ohwells I promised myself I wouldn't msg or call anyone today and tmr cos I've been using my phone too much lately and today I broke that promise bigtime.
So well, Muntat, happy birthday. Cool. I just found out you're turing 21. That means you're going to be considerd an adult. Hmm, for your birthday this year, I pray that God will bless you with maturity. Ok.
And Joash. Happy birthday, you. Mm, hardly talk to you but um, it's been cool la. Hmm, for your birthday I pray that God will bless you with err.. err.. Hah. I know. That God will turn you into a fine gentleman mmhmm and that God will further develop you as a sportsman and like whoa a triathelete. And. May you continue to grow in the Lord physically but most importantly, spiritually. Ok.
Ok, that's all.
I don;t feel like blogging tonight.
Bye.
Good morning!
Mm, I had quite a good rest last night. Thank you Jesus! Well, I guess after last night, I'm more or less mentally prepared for the trip la. It's okay, Jesus will be my strength. So well, I'm good!
Bah. I still haven't finished packing. Pretty sleepy actually. I'm sooo not a morning person. But nevermind! My tummy tummy's kinda hungry and I'm listening to some random band that's pretty good! So I guess that'll keep me awake. Hoho.
Man, although this upcoming trip tmr is gonna be relatively short compared to my previous trips, I'm seriously gonna miss my dearest friends over here in Singapore. I don't think I'll be homesick. I've been feeling homesick all year. But yeah. For like 9 days I'll be almost totally cut off from everyone back here in Singapore, cos I ain't bringing my phone. But it's okay. Cos I know Jesus is taking care of them, as He has always been. But yeah. I'll miss you guys. And girls. (:
Oh btw, what would you do on a 6 hour van ride?
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You
The afters
My heart is as frail as a dove
And my spirit is as weak as a rose
See my sorrow, feel my pain
You're my refuge, You're my reason
My strength in this beautiful place
That's where I find God
Chorus
You're in my heart, You're in my soul
You are my heaven, You're my home
You're my best friend, You're my true love
You are my treasure, You're my God
I watch as the mountains fall down
And the rivers part at your feet
Your creation sings Your praise
Even wings obey and angels bow down
At Your beautiful voice
That's where I find God
Chorus
You're in my heart, You're in my soul
You are my heaven, You're my home
You're my best friend, You're my true love
You are my treasure, You're my God
You're in my heart, You're in my soul
You are my heaven, You're my home
You're my best friend, You're my true love
You are my treasure, You're my God
You are my peace, You are my joy
You are my Savior, You're my God
listen to it HERE
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AHHH I DONT KNOW WHERE TO PUT MY
AHHHH
>.<
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Thursday, December 08, 2005
Helloooo!Haha. I packed some of my room yesterday. I packed from like.. 9p.m. - 11p.m.? And then I came online, and then I went to bathe. And then I packed for another one or two hours or so, and then I went to sleep. Sigh. Packing my room is hard work! And after packing soooo much, it's still in quite a big mess! Sigh. But I won't give up! (:
Today, I'm going to start packing for the trip. Haha. I want to use the back pack for my luggage! The hugeee one. Heh. I can't decide which hand carry bag to bring. The bags I have aren't very suitable. Like, the one I usually use is white and made of cloth, so that's like super impractical to bring to a place with like dust roads! Heh. But my other bags can't fit the laurel! Haiyo. Oh! And I duno where to put my sleeping bag! Hai. Ohoh. And my jacket is just too thin. The silly giodano one. Like last year, I was freezing, even with my jacket on. Cos my jacket was too thin! And I think this year is gonna be way colder than last year? Plus this year the place we're sleeping is a little open so we're exposed to the cold wind not like last year where the ladies were in a room and we closed all the windows so it wasn't that cold. Hai. And the adidas jacket i really wanna get is like white with a lil bit of black. And I can;t find it. And even if I do, I bet it's frickin expensive. And. Even if i somehow get it, it'll be impractical to bring it cos it's expensive and white. Bahhh.
Kk, enough complaining. I'd better get packing cos before I know it, it's time to leave the house. Meeting up with the webs in the team for worship & prayer later on. And then we go meet Michelle, and then dinner! (:
Haha, just got email from Ruby. She said she hasn't packed for the trip & she hasn't finished writing her christmas cards. But! She's 3/4 done with packing up the dance cupboard! Hahahaha. So cute. Her personality's like so cute la. Ultimate bubbleness. Oh man. I soo love this team.
OHNO! I havent gotten my ziplock bags! Tian ahhhhh. Oh my gosh oh my gosh. Kk nvm. I use plastic bags first. Ahhh! It's almost 2p.m. alrd! I have 2 hours left to pack. Haha. This post is sooo long! Aha. I'm pro-ded at talking rubbish, eh eh. (; Ok! Bye!
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AHH. somehow, i'm not in my packing mood today! :/
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Wednesday, December 07, 2005
WOOHOO. I'VE JUST GOT NEWS FROM MITC. SHE'S ON THE PHONE WITH KAT. WE'RE STILL GOING THAILAND!! THANK YOU JESUS FOR PROVIDING. OOOH, THANK YOU ALL WHO PRAYED. AHHH. SO HAPPY SO HAPPY I'M SO HYPED UP I'M GONNA GO PACK MY ROOM NOW (: AH, HAPPY HAPPY. THANK YOU JESUS I PROMISE I'LL GIVE MY BEST FOR THE DANCE & MY TESTIMONY FOR YOU. YESYES (: OUR GOD IS TRULY AN AWESOME GOD. AMEN AMEN AMEN AMEN AMEN AMEN AMEN AMEN AMEN! AHH. BABY WE'RE GOING THAILAND!!!LET THIS BE A TESTIMONY TO SHOW THAT GOD ANSWERS PRAYER, AND THAT OUR GOD IS AN AWESOME GOD. AMEN.
:D happy happy!
Hi all, please be praying now wherever you are. 2 flights are still not confirmed. Thai airways giving us up to 3pm before cancelling our booking. Matt's father is trying to help us over at thailand side. Let's pray for God's miracle before 3pm!
msg from kat:
Pls pray - air tickets for our mission trip are still on the waiting list. Let's ask God to open the way & provide us with the tickets for the entire trip! He's Jehovah Jireh! We will trust Him!
Bah. Meimei left for her mission trip this morning. I somehow managed to wake up early enough to call her before she left. It's like. I just amazingly woke up at 7. Mmm, must be God and His waking-eunice-up-at-7am-sharp thing again. God's done that 3 or 4 times, I think. Hahahhahahaha. Anyways, we talk talk talked until until her phone batt was almost flat. I talked to Yiren and Galvin too! Heh. Not gonna see meimei for super long la. Boo. ): Cos like I'm leaving on the 10th and she's coming back on the 11th. Sigh. Gonna miss her la.
Ohwells :/
Man, I really need to revise my dance for the mission trip. We're dancing to the song "we are the reason". We're either dancing to the version that Michelle has on the CD, or the Wei Ming & guitar version which we haven't tried yet, hahahhahahhaha. Depends on what's available. Weiming says no need to practice! No problem one! Haha. It's a slow song, very meaningful. And I need practice. If not, by the time we have to perform, I would have totally forgotten everything, and malu myself. But not just that la. I wanna give my best for the bestest Daddy I've ever had. Cos our God is an awesome God! (: Oh, you know for dance practice last night, like, our final practice (!!!), I tripped on my skirt sooo many times la!! Oh my gosh. Lucky no one saw, I think. Cos like the skirt is a wrap skirt, so must wrap and tie the string mah. Then dance dance dance become loose. Then the skirt go lower and lower and lower.. and then trip lor. Hahahahaha. I hope I don't trip on it in Thailand. That'll be horrid la! Haha. I told the rest that if I trip on my skirt and fall during the dance, they can just do some random tribal dance around me cos I'll be having a laughing fit. (x Hehe. Man, I can't dance for nuts. Oh, and cos the stages in the villages are made of bamboo and they're pretty small, it's either when we jump the stage is sure to collapse and we'll all dieeee! OR, we dance dance dance until we fall off the stage one by one and dieee! OR, I trip on my skirt and fall and dieee! Man, I'm too young to die. Oh man, and I just remembered, in Songdao, the only lighting the stage had was one tiny little light bulb. Oh boy. That's it.
Today, I need to pack my room. And then, I'll be in a foul mood because _. And then, I'm going down to school to buy my sec2 stuff. And then, I'm coming home to start packing for the trip so that I still have Thursday and Friday to go get the things I don't have or don't have enough for the trip. Haha. And then Thursday is either solitude&qt or shopping or one after the other. And then Friday morning I'm heading down to creative with korkor (I think) to try to get my Zen Neeon. And then in the evening I might be heading down to church to help out with the promo & ticket sales for velocity. And then, Saturday it's 1:15 p.m. at the airport. And then at 3 something we fly off. Haha. I keep on using "and then".
Jeez. I get hyped up so easily. And over nothing somemore. Bahh.
You know what?
I'm scared.
As in seriously. Over the trip, & over things inconvinent to mention. Bah. ):
I know I don't have to fear cos God is in complete control, I know. But somehow..
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I'm scared.
Tuesday, December 06, 2005
this post was meant to be happy. until..A B C D A D E F R E A K Y D R E A M S G H E A D A C H E I J K L A S T N I G H T W A S B A D M N O P Q R H E S C O L D E D M E T U M M Y A C H E V Z X W Z
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anyways,
happy birthday mingxuan. have a rockin sixteenth. i really thank God for blessing me with a precious buddy like you. thanks for all the times you cared, which is like.. every time. yeah. thanks dearest barney barnabas purple gay kukupi yaman-er. so well, happy birthday.
i havent been too good for the past few days, although today at mingxuan's was well.. not that bad. yeah. until i reached back home. sigh. ok, he's coming, goodnight.
happy family, eh.
Sunday, December 04, 2005
here's our mission trip newsletter![start]
Romans 10v15: ...As it is written, "How beautiful are the feet of those who bring good news!"
A team that seeks to be a blessing...
Dear brothers and sisters in Christ,
Who are we?
We are a group of 13 trippers made up of the 6 youths (WEBs), 5 young adults (RAYs) and 2 adults embarking on the mission trip to Wanoniwat. This is the first time where the trippers are majority young people and we are excited as we see how God has placed in their hearts a passion for mission! Let us continue to pray that God will raise up many different ones in the area of mission where the harvest is plentiful but the workers are few.
When?
We will be leaving Singapore on the 10th and back on the 18th of December. As there will be much travelling during the trip, pray for us that there will be journey mercy and good health as a team over in Thailand. Not to forget the spirit of unity and love towards one another in the group so that people will know we are His disciples.
What we will be doing?
We will be going to 5 villages to put up Christmas programme for the villagers and school children. Pray alongside with us that God will speak to different ones through the programme for unless God shows up, we labor in vain.
How?
We will be reaching out to the Thais using mime, dance titled "We Are The Reason", Thai songs and games. Pray for us that even though language may be a problem, God can show His love through us in His own ways as we play with the children and perform for the people.
Personal Prayer Requests (eunice :D)
- God's love to shine through me & everything i do & say :D
- protection, peace, personal revival, power
- to know that in all situations, God is in full control
- team unity, openness & maturity within the team
- for God's angels to protect us from sicknesses & spiritual warfare
- open heart, spiritual eyes & ears to feel God's heartbeat for the people, see their physical & spiritual needs, hear His voice of love & guidiance, and then to go and bless the people (:
- strength. that the joy of the Lord will be my strength
- direction regarding the calling to missions
- protection against bird flu cos afew of us, including me, didnt take the flu jab
Thank you for praying with us and for us. We look forward to share our wonderful testimonies with you when we return. May God keep you and pour forth His blessings upon you.
In His Love,
Wanoniwat Team' 05
WEBs: Joseph Goh (leader & first aid i/c), Mingxuan (assistant leader & barnabas), Eunice Goh (prayer & worship i/c), Michelle Hui (programme i/c), Gladys Heng (treasurer & administration i/c), Andrew Koh (reporter, photographer & logistics i/c)
RAYs & adults (mentors): Joy Cheong, Michelle Lim, Ruby Zhang, Ding Rui Hao, Tan Wei Ming, Irene Lim, Katherine Chan
[end]
so umm, on the 10th, God willing, we'd be flying off to thailand for a 9 day mission trip. a little update. we have yet to get the tickets for our flight back & we're still on the waiting list. um, please do pray for us. yeah. thanks.
Saturday, December 03, 2005
i'm feeling smurf-y again.poofs :/
happy family, eh.
goodnight.